music.

music is truly some form of therapy. i can ALWAYS find at least one song to describe my mood/situation/etc. currently, that song is don't wanna try by frankie j. i understand it in the way that he is singing these words to me; so i don't really identify with the singer, but rather the receiver of the song (if that makes sense lol):


I cant believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our Relationship
I cant believe it four years gone down the drain
How I wished things woulda happened so differently
I tried to say this many times but still you couldn't see
You kept insisting, and resisting that you would not fall again

And now u trying to tell me that your sorry and your trying to come back home
Your telling me you really need me crying, begging, both knees are on the floor
But Baby I.…
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt you bad to where we all begin to cry
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try I ‘bout just had enough
Its been a rough road baby just let it go
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try no more
Tell me what‘s the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love

You and I had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we having a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seems so Far away from me
Had to wake up, face reality
It all just seemed to good to be true
After all you put me through

And now u trying to tell me that your sorry and your trying to come back home
Your telling me you really need me crying, begging, both knees are on the floor
But Baby I.…
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt you bad to where we all begin to cry
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try I ‘bout just had enough
Its been a rough road baby just let it go
Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try, Don't wanna try no more
Tell me what‘s the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love