Exhausted.

I am emotionally exhausted from a number of things that aren't exactly going how I wish they were right now. It frustrates me that I can't find a balance now, when there was one a couple of months ago. Though I've gotten closer to some, I've grown further from others. Though I try, repeatedly, day-after-day, I see no results. I guess this is a test of my endurance and strength.

Even though New York was amazing and I could never imagine Spring Break '10 any other way, I never let myself have the emotional break I usually have when I go home for a couple of days. I need that emotional break. I need to get away. I need a vacation. (Yes, I'm aware school just started. School's not hard (yet), but I still need a break)

Looking at the bright side, since my summer plans have gone down the drain, maybe I can use this summer to travel a bit!