i can't think of a title at the moment.

so, i'm gonna make this brief and quick because i haven't been home in a couple of days & i'm in desperate need of a shower. SO some thoughts:

* i love love LOVE music & how i can FEEL it. it's not just something i listen to to pass the time or so it's not silent. the words, beats, meaning - EVERYTHING. i also love when music gives me the chills cuz the song is THAT good.
* speaking of music, i went to lovefest/lovevolution yesterday - lemme tell you. i saw WAY too many old men penises that i would ever like to see in a lifetime. also too many bubbies. all in all it was crazy but i liked it! definitely will have to dress up and get more into the mood next time! it's been too long since i've listened to electronica/dance/trance lol
* i'm finding it rarer & rarer to spend quality one-on-one time with my boy without having a time constraint or things to do. we're both busy people so i understand it but i still like it when i have him all to myself once in a while :) which is what we did this morning when we drove back from san jo to davis! i'm glad to know that i'm still finding out new things about him this far into our relationship...and vice versa!
* i think i may have mentioned this before, but i really need to not care so much about what other people think or expect me to do. nothing's wrong with being a little selfish, especially when you've been giving giving giving before and not getting so much of that in return.
* i am learning more and more how to be stress-free! which leads me to be more at ease with myself. i know i have a lot of stuff to do but this weekend i said fuck it and went with the flow...which lead me to waking up in someone's bed (whom i don't personally know) this morning in san jose. OH WELL.

so anyway, those are my thoughts of the last couple days. now i need to get off the comp, shower, clean my room, and study like it's no one's business! yeeee!